Thursday, July 08, 2004

aaahhh. today there is debate lo.

-hating myself-

hmmms.today there is eldds debate.wow.the contestants or who so ever are like so powerful.they are so pro.wow!! fasinated with them.hahas.and the judges are so pro also lo.cause the debaters speaks so fast and nort so clearly.and worst,some speaks so soft.hahas.the judges have to strain their ears to listen to them mannx.even i, sitting at the back also cant hear what they are toking about.so stupid lo.and they, the debaters are like arguing in some times.but i like it.hahas.the debate held in my classroom, 1D.and yup.ppl from all places flood in at a cetain time.all *gush* in liddat.and they do nort want to sit down all keep standing there like statues.hahas.but they did settle down after some times la.

okie.and yuppies.mr raja came to watch the debate too.and guess where he sat?? beside me!! hahas.so nervous when he sat beside me.the first time noe.side by sode.hahas.and i also scare later he asks me questions about the debate den i duno how to answer him.so "ma lu" hahas.and yes.he did asked us [my frends and i] questions.but nort related to the debates.and i was like why must you sit beside me?? you make me more tense than before.hahas.actually he is kind of funny la.quite humorous.

yarh yarh.and *bosh* i saw him with her.eeeewwww.why liddat.all the person i like all gort gurl wants one.why why why why!!! going to burst sonner or later.eeeeee.going to cry alrdy la. *WWWAAAAA* errrhx.first is this and now is that.hais.always failing in doing everything.im a failure mannx.he and her was walking together in front of me.and when they saw me.they seperated.walking in their own directions.argh!!!~ why liddat.i hate it mannx.see me like see untill "wen shen" lidddat.i will eat you up meh? eeeewww.just hate the way they treated me.it seems that im the one who is breaking both of them up.im nort lo.i dint even told him i like him but i did to HIS gurl.and so what.must they be liddat.being so secretative.if you both want to be together den be together in a open way la.dun need to be so secretative one.i hate it!!

oh gosh.i hate myself.what is love?? as mr able chong said.love is patience.love is caring.love is what so ever la.cannot really remember all of it.opps.and yarhs.back to the point.what is love!!! why is there love in this world.as in BGR.nort the parents and child lurve aRh.hahas.okie.love is bitter.and it creates pain.and i had been hurt.and its gonna be the first and the last.and its the deepest.nobody wants me.hahas.im being lame.okie.

hais.always sad every day.sad sad sad.but there will be a person who will always be there for me.no matter when im sad or im happy.when im down he will be there to cheer me up when im happy... i duno what he will do.hahas.a nice guy aRh.hahas.say untill like what.hahas.you noe what i mean aRh.hahas.and yuppies.i will always be there for ya no matter what happens okie?? duno say i nort good hor.hahas.but you must tell me everything la.what do you expect me to do.go and examine/figure you inside out aRh.hahas.okie enough of my craps alrdy.so yup.

-the last day i ever see mr able chong.






- dont.ask.me.if.i.still.lurve.him.cause.i.dont.know.what.is.lurve -

:: going to bathe :: hahas i noe i stinks but i just got home after all.actually nort.i got home like 6 plus.hahas.just too lazy to bathe.hahas.bleaghx!!!

- i lurve you -