imma suffocating from all the sadness
all of them are piling up
one by one
day after day
its gonna be higher and higher.
and if one day, i could't take it any longer.
i will jus break down.
people come running to me
whenever they face problems,
so what am i suppose to do?
of cus,
lend them a helping hand,
a leanable shoulder and
a listening ear.
i did all i can do.
but they feel gd after letting all their problems out
what about me?
imma the one listening to everything,
digesting every word they said,
comforting them.
so who is there to comfort me?
who is there to listen to me?
who is there to lend me a leanable shoulder?
all i could do is sitting at a lonely corner and do nth.
all i could do is cry.
i am so useless.
imma jus like a fly stuck in a pile of DUNG
imma jus a useless freak.
i appeared to be STRONG
but truthfully,
imma nt.
imma jus another ordinary person
a person who have emotions too.
i am nt strong.
i cant learn to be strong tho i tried.
i cant learn to be useful tho i tried.
all i could do is to pour everything out here.
all i can do is to type and type.
nothing else.
FARKED UP MANN



i really need someone to hear me out badly eh.
now all i have is weiliang, sarah and joan to listen to me.
and imma falling apart.
i really appreciate them to be there for me.
but pls dun be surprise
if one day i jus break down like that eh.
cus imma really tired,
tired of everything left on this pathetic world.
life is miserable,
it aint as gd as last time.
i wanna jus end here, right now.
TIRED, WORN OUT/