my heart is aching terribly
there are three names
which you will always get to hear everyday from me.
you may be irritated
you may feel like slapping me
you may think that imma a flirt
you may think that imma a bitch
you may think that imma
umm,
thinking of more negative things to say
ehhh.
aiiya, everything negative eh.
BUT i dun care.
cus, imma too tired for anything
imma breaking down
imma falling apart


yes i do see the wall in front of me
and imma really gonna run and never stop
imma so tired to the extreme
kill me and i will never live anymore
its so sickening.
when can i overcome this fear
the fear of living in this inhuman world
fucker.
schooling sarks.
i sark
you sark
he sarks
she sarks
everyone sarks
poof-

tired tired super tired.
numbed actually. yeah.
i hate you lah.
to be extact.
imma such an asshole
keep beating arnd the bushes.
ASS.