i used to stand so tall ; i used to be so strong.
but its all in the past.
i can find my superhero no more.
he's gone ):











why am i always having mood swings on sundays?
why am i having this eeyer-yer feeling?
why am i thinking of all those unwanted things over & over again?
why-oh-why.


as usual, went for mathematics tuition in the morning.
hell boring.
learning TOA CAH SOH
which is like hell far away from what schl is teaching us now eh.
i was day-dreaming during class.
i was waiting impatiently for the time to past quickly
so i could disappear from there as fast as possible
cus imma dying.
drowned in pools of the teacher's saliva.
i jus cant pay attention recently.
public concert is what i kept thinking about.
i jus hope public concert comes faster
so i can get over and done with it.
no more worries, no more fear,
no more nothing.
and once public concert is over,
i will continue with my taekwon do trngs.
i ought to exercise and catch up with samuel and friends.
imma lagging behind.
hahs.


i missed my LELE darl so much,
wondering what she's doing at this moment.
i had never missed her to sucha extend before.
something is wrong with me
and i duno what had happened.
imma not that usual me.
imma always moody,
imma always not paying attention in class.
how am i going to get into triple science class next year
if i continue to be like this?
imma fading away;
imma sick of this life,
how could this happen to me?
i need my superhero urgently.


stuck with so many UNdone schl work,
so many INcomplete projects,
so many UNtouched tuition work.
imma jus gonna die eh.
my sore throat is torturing me as usual
ytd was sucha "REMEDY" for my flu,
it rained the entire day.
let it rain-





HAPPIE 15TH BIRTHDAY, DON ! (: