i'm never good at hiding my feelings.
i'm feeling so fvcked up td.
i'm getting inferior with people arnd me.
i'm used to live with my mask
and now, you tore it down.
i felt so awkward.
i lose my temper;
i'm on fire.
i'm everything negative
tho i tried to look on the bright side,
its still useless.


you said i dun care when i actually do
you said i dun concern when i actually do
you said i dun help when i actually do
you said i dun cry for you when i actully do
you said so much,
but do you noe i did all those jus for you?
no one but you.
yet you hurt me with yr words.
you gave me hopes and tore it apart with yr bare hands.
what is this?
you never thought of anyone else,
you jus saw yr pain
and noe i cry in the middle of the night
for the same damn thing.
you're very selfish,
very very selfish.


because of you,
i never stray too far from the sidewalk.
because of you,
i learned to play on the safe side so i dun get hurt.
because of you,
i find it hard to trust not only me, but people arnd me.
because of you,
i try my hardest jus to forget everything.
because of you,
i duno how to let anyone else in.
because of you,
i'm ashamed of my life because it's empty.
because of you,
i'm afraid.


fighting for FUN is nt a valid reason.
its the stoopid-est reason i can ever find.
if you said for fun,
why did you end up getting injured?
dun tell me you get too engross in fighting.
imma no three years old kid.
whatever you have said td,
i DIGEST them.
imma nt gonna care about you anymore.
imma washing my hands clean of yr matter.
imma nt gonna think of you.
imma nt gonna do anything for you.
imma jus gonna be myself.
cus its v tough to care for someone who doesnt even care for himself.
you said you're one who is injured, you shud feel the pain
not me.
but have you think?
you're the one who is PHYSICALLY hurt ;
whereas there's someone out from nowhere
is MENTALLY hurt.
it cause my heart so much misery.


i have the world WORST attitude.
stayy awayy from me,
i bite. ):