field trip to Sungei Buloh td.
freaking hot and lotsa mosquitoes.
mat noh kept borrowing insect repellent from me
and was spraying like mad.
hahas.

it felt like yesterday when we got to know all the 2D`ers.
4 more days and we'll be going to different streams.
sad mann.
it felt like it was jus yesterday.


i have gone through lotsa ups and downs.
i have seen lotsa faces.
the good ones, the bad ones ;
the happy ones, the sad ones.
there are memories left in my mind.
im sorry for what i have done to you.
i noe sorry cant heal the pain you used to have
but i really feel no feeling going on between the both of us.


all the stooped messages i have send to you,
all the sorrys inside made you cried in public.
im really and truly sorry.
i’ve hurt you so much and i dun even realized till now.
thinking back,
i have treated you like a stranger whenever i see you in class.
i have ignored the messages you sent to me after telling you how I felt towards you.
im sorry, i am.
i dun mean to break yr heart but im jus a heart-breaker.
but i also have to thank you.
because of you, i've learnt to be more optimistic
because of you, i've come to know that there are obstacles in life.
because of you, i've think of lotsa solutions to solve the problems (and that makes my brain grows)
because of you, i've finally grow up.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.

lotsa memories.
i will choose to keep all of them
be it good or bad. cus what nathanael had said does make sense.

"rather dwell on something and learnt the mistakes."

jesus, im so sadistic. hahas. but im super girl.

fly away sorrows. people arnd me pls smile
and be happy.


if you need someone to share yr sorrow with, let it be me
if you need someone to cry with, let it be me
if you need someone's shoulders to cry on, let it be me
cus i will always be there.
you’re nt alone.


blog to here. adios.