Monday, October 17, 2005

uh, schl tmr.
so sarky.
i've no mood for anything, nt now.
i'm tired and i wanna slp.
tmr's lessons is so ewe.
and i got so mixed up if its even or odd week tmr.
but i still figured it out.
home economics, physics, e maths and biology.
ewe, ewe and ewe. ):
assuming that we're getting back our SA2 papers.
FREAK OUT.
dearest teachers, pls dun mark our papers so fast.
PLEASE`


i cant remember if we have homework during the weekends.
it seems to be a super long break for me
and my mind went totally blank.
look like i have an amnesia.
rehearsals for something after schl tmr.
sometimes im jus too tired to do anything.
sometimes im thinking of backing out.
the passion i used to have for acting is no longer as strong as before.
call me lazybum, call me uselessbum.
call me a person who do things with two heart/mindset.
sometimes i jus feel like doing and sometimes i dun.
pls understand.
im not having any stage fright anymore.
i jus DUN FEEL like acting.
i know it not within my reach and i have to do it no matter what.
but, its my life.
i lead to my own life.
the way i want my life to be.
nt you, you're not the one who direct me to live my life jus the way you wanted.
thats NOT MY LIFE, its YOUR LIFE.


enough of the craps.
its my cca and i will do it no matter what.
jus tolerate with my behaviour.
sometimes im jus not in the mood of doing anything
thus i will be a lil hot-tempered.
sorry.


dinner at jurong west with family.
grandpa's big day. (((:
good food served.
went to lot one after that.
sister wanted to buy pens for her promos tmr.
ALL THE BEST, THICK HEAD (:
dad bought a bag for me.
aha!
cus i bugged him for it.
LOL.
schl tmr ):
sec4s having study break.
no more fishy nor cheryl.
nt even kaveeraj is there.
no more motivation for me to go to schl.
but i've found another person who can motivate me.
my darl - JIALE.


off to shanghai knights.
xD