perhaps i'll never noe,

never noe what you're always thinking about.

never noe what you're trying to do.

never noe what is going on between us.

even tho i had tried to understand you,

even tho i had tried to give in to you,

even tho i had tried to find excuses for you to coax myself

whenever you're nt at my side when i needed you the most.

do you even realised all the things i had done?

do you even noe?

do you even care?

i'm living on a breakable thread

which is gonna snap at any time.

but i,

i chose to live on it because of you.

no one but because of you.

sometimes, i dun even noe if i had made the right decision.

im afraid that i might regret someday if i leave you now.

im afraid that i might nt be able to tolerate if i stay on with you now.

all i wish for is a time machine,

a time machine that will bring me back to the past

so that i will be able to start everything from afresh.

my own way of doing things

cus i believe that i will do a better job than now.

but why,

why din i make it perfect in the first place?

is it my fault?

is it yr fault?

or is it our fault?

i tried to compromised

yet you went on further.

i tried to tolerate

yet you never realised.

i tried to act happy when im with you

yet you tot that im actually happy.

i tried to tell you lotsa things

yet you pretended that you never heard anything.

im distorted,

im sick and tired of all this.

i always believe in that you're too busy to accompany me.

i always believe in that you'll always be there for me.

i always believe in that if one party loves another party, they're the perfect match in heaven alr.

i always believe in all this

but you're the one who make all this beliefs vanish in the speed of light.

you're the one who bring me up and throw me down as well.

if i had known all this earlier, i would have dive in head first

cus i know the pain you will bring to me.

i dun wanna be hurt.

i dun wanna be played with.

i dun wanna be a ragdoll.

i dun wanna be yours anymore.

you used to be a v impt person in my life

but i guess you're nt anymore.

you used to be a v good role model to me

but i guess you're nt anymore.

you used to be the one who taught me what is love

but i guess you're a bad teacher.

you used to be the one who brings joy to my world

but i guess you're someone who brought misery.

i chose to keep all those memories we once had

because i noe they are hard to get.

the time when i really smiled for you.

the time when i really cried for you.

the time when i really cared for you.

the time when you really hurt me.

and the time when i really leave you.

all i wish for is a love that is secure

but what i get is a love that's dead in return.

all i had now is a love that will never come back.

i dun wanna love anyone anymore.

dun hurt me, i bite.