6 MORE DAYS


went to schl alone td.
as usual, weizhong and li dong boarded the same bus as me.
somehow, weizhong is cute la huh.
was looking out for isaac but didn't see him ):
so the journey to schl was again, BORING.
almost late for schl today.
my watch showed 7.25AM while i was walking to schl.
it scared the shyt out of me la!
so i sped up like some motorbike. LOL.


went to the parade square.
huge commotion going on.
those w/o thermometer were to go down and get one.
and those w/o tie were to stand up.
i was so blur at that point of time, i don't know what to do.
zhao jing was before me so i sat beside him
den came ching rong.
he's one disturbing fella but funny (:
i turned back while i settled down in the parade square
and i saw ISAAC!
HAHAHAHAHA [:
had silent reading till 7plus and flag raising was delayed.
WOOHOO! meaning english lesson was affected. WAHAHA!
cus english was the first period of the day.


people said i behaved very different today.
well, i guess i did.
i'm trying to grow up and don't be so kiddish.
changing a new me.
trying to adapt to the loss i had.
its a bit unusual to face you today.
we've little topic to talk about but i don't mind.
seeing you, i'm already contented.
though there's still a little jealousy in me
when each time i see you with X
and when each time X sat beside you.
its like both of you are magnets
we're like magnets too.
however, you guys attracted to one another
while i repel towards you.
a totally different situation.
i give you up, i'm sick of everything.
i'll try to find new friends without you.
i've been too reliable on you.
i surrender, i give you up.


i'll try to make the huge change in me small.
distanced are what we are now.
i'm not the one you want.
now, i understand.
i've had enough of our distance before you had the chance to say.
don't keep telling me those words.
you don't know how much it hurts.
i'll promise you eternity if you promise me your stay
but now its too late,
i'm no longer the girl i was.
i'll go on without you, like a fool who's too sure.
i'm like a bird who lost her wings, a fire without its flame.
i don't know how to be strong when my love has to move on.
show me the way, girl.
its killing me inside. i dread of all this
and i'm just down, you've left me with a note without a sound.
i've figured i must stop being sucha child.
i will change.
and if you don't mind i could be your standing ground
even if that means i drown.


for you, i will.
however, its all the past.
if only time will reverse and if only we've not made that mistake.
i'm sorry but to set you free.
but promise me that you'll be much happier when you're with X.
although i had never say this out to you before
but i guess this will be the first and the last time,
girl, i love you.


mugging in process.
books are giving me headache.
ERGHHHH :l

btw, i only had 3 wedges for the entire day in schl

and they're from andrew. HAHAHA!

so thanks andrew [:
i'm a good good girl
plus a hardworking one (:
so till then, BOOKS.