FUCKING MIXED FEELINGS ):


my heart is telling me that it is crying,
its feeling very terrible.
he fucking lied to me.
he fucking played with my feelings.
he fucking hurt me.
the day he went away, he walked out of my life.
my feelings are gone,
my heart is dead.
twice in a row, i can take it no more.
he told me how much he liked me,
he told me how much he care,
he told me how much he can give up just for me
but he fucking lied me.
my heart is weak, it can take blows no more.
my heart is dead, it no longer loves him;
because he fucking hurt me.
all his lies, all his sweet talks;
i've heard them all.
i chose to give him a chance but he broke it all.
the promises made were never once true.
my heart is telling me, it can carry on no more.
ohgod, i give up; i surrender
but he kept coming back for more.
i hate to do this, i do.
feeling a sense of jealousy when someone told me about him and her,
why? why jealousy?
my heart tells me that i had fallen for him
and i believe it cause i feel it too.
i tried, i tried to forget the past and appreciate the present
but when i'm almost able to give up the past,
he fucking lied to me.
for once,
he used to be my superman
but he fucking hurt his supergirl.