I NEVER FELT SO MUCH PAIN BEFORE


my day is not very good.
feeling kind of bored and sad.
mixture of feelings again, i so hate ):
woke up at arnd 10plus
cause i couldn't slp and i dont know why.
i kept sensing something wasnt right
and i'm feeling damn uncomfortable.
maybe its due to yesterday's stuffs x(
i'm really very sorry.


went online and had breakfast.
kind of sarky though.
i dont know what i was eating :/
mummy and daddy werent at home
so i was home alone again.
my morning is god-damn boring mann.
abdul still doesnt want to reply me
as in, reply properly to me ):
if he's going to carry on like this, i think i'm going to die eh.
msg him, no reply.
msn-ed him, no reply.
please stop torturing me?
i know its bad to ditch you guys but it aint my idea.
haiya, too late; just too late.


i'm currently stone-ing.
i've got no idea what i'm freaking doing.
my saturdays are always so empty.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAs.
dylon, my sister's friend came alr
waiting for others to come.
oh btw, they're going to have barbecue.
meaning there will be good food for me too.
YUMMILICIOUS-
alright, her friends going to stay for 12345678910 hours
and i'm going to stuck in the study room for 12345678910 hours too.
WAHAHAHAHAs.
freaking bored la!
feeling so god-damn sad too.
URGHHH-NESS x(


forgive me, baby.
at least reply something
to tell me that you care and know.
dont leave me hanging in the air,
i'll die like that.
people, help ):


nine more days (:
macau, i can feel your presence.


i'm going to enjoy myself during the june holidays.
going to visit ian next saturday. (inside secret)
MUAHAHAHAHAs.
hope i'm damn loaded that day.
please god.
wanna shop, wanna watch movie, wanna enjoy.
SHAA-LALA.


tuition tmr i so loathe.
AHHH-ness.
aint going to do the hw given. HAHAHAHAs.
i'm so bad. bloody hell.
ohyah, raphael was shocked by my black nails ytd.
LOL.
gothic you called it.
didnt i told you i did that out of boredom? HAHS.


alright, outing soon (:
till then, ROT.


i still love you as much.