ITS A SADSAD DAY.


i believe i can fly;
bad hair day ):
my morning was alr a no-no to me.
i dont know why but i was fucking tired when i woke up.
like URGHHH-
my entire mood wasnt there at all.
idiotic sore throat was still hurting like hell.
ate breakfast and went to schl.
i sat at the parade square like a stone
though meta kept bullying me.
ZOE, YOU'VE GOT TO GROW UP /:


first period was AMATHS.
was late for lesson
cause we (cca leaders) went to meet mdm mas
for the games day thingy.
when i stepped into the classroom
and the minute i saw his face,
i felt so pain.
like wth x(
i tried to ignore, i tried to pretend
and i guess it worked.


second period was HMT.
went to the ava room and watched dvds.
continued from where we last ended.
it damn freaking sad la ):
px and i were like sobbing non-stop.
HAHAHAHAHAHAs.
i cried my eyeballs out (:


third period was SOCIAL STUDIES.
mrs foo gave back our mid-year paper
and she changed our seating arrangement.
i was put beside eddie -.-
ehem sat next to wendy ):
khairul, me and harris were separated. LOL.
no more of fun
but i still have puvan (:


fourth period was RECESS (:
chit chatted with mrs foo a little
and she decided to let px sit next to me.
yaye!


fifth period was AMATHS.
mdm mary came and we continued from where we end.
px and i were hell noisy.
she made my day la.
mdm mary was kind of >:C hahahas.
but i guess she'll be okay. LOL.


sixth period was BIOLOGY.
sam came to 3darwin and looked for me.
he told me to go to the pe room
cause its 1215PM alr.
okay, i was kind of forgetful la.
but thanks to him (:
see sam, i'm praising you. LOL.
so yup, skipped biology and went to pe room
with ain, px and norman.
THE CCA LEADERS.
went there and rot basically /:


then RINGGGGG.
afternoon lessons were cancelled
due to our games day (:
prepared for the games and we slacked.
then after lunch, we gathered in the hall.
SAD MOMENT-
i pass physics paper 2.
you all might say at least i pass
but i really studies damn fucking hard for it.
however the result kind of sarks ):
i swear, i was feeling damn downnnnn.
went off for the games day again.


different people playing
different games were separated to
different locations.
i had no games and i was in charge of
roaming arnd to see if the games were played orderly.
yup, so i roamed.
badminton then soccer.
suddenly, it RAIN-ED.
so other games like floorball, soccer, basketball, captains ball
were postpone to this thursday
whereas for badminton, the game still continues.
so we slacked in the hall.
i cheered for px and lm when it was their turn
then ain and ching rong when it was their turn too.
good job darwins (:


puvan, khairul and harris came up to the hall.
alright, ehem and ____ appeared for a moment
then disappeared.
when can ehem stop ignoring me?
uh, just forget it.
we're not meant to be.


okay, major events.
hell lots of people broke down td.
i wonder why.
even the strongest supergirl (me) shed tears.
like wth.
i feel bad, i really do.
ignoring is what you can do.
i wonder if it hurts you anot
or issit i'm the one being such an idiot
feeling such pain for such person like you.
it really hurts, a lot.


hrm, there were arguments in the air
then suddenly someone asked me to get lost
so i obey.
i went off to the hall
then puvan and khairul came chasing after me.
i wanted to help her but sometimes its good to just let oneself be alone.
so what if i'm a god-damn cry baby?
i have feelings thats why i cry.
then harris came to comfort me, like -.-
what he said to me really make me understand a lot.
for that, i thank him (:
but i'm a stubborn girl who doesnt want to let go.
i only plead for ehem to forgive me.
what and where did i went wrong?
he's just toying me arnd and why am i so willing to let him do it?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH-NESS ):


i need a break but px kept following me everywhr i go.
i know she cares.
i only blame myself for being so weak.
SHYT SHYT SHYTTTTT.
i'm going to brace myself up.


ehem thinks that whatever i had done were fake.
come'on mann, whatever i had done are
TRUTHFULLY SERIOUSLY GOD-DAMN-LY TRUEEEE.
my feelings are real, my love is real, my doings are real.
if ehem thinks that what i had done were stories being made up.
i've got nothing to say
but just, i think i had fallen for the wrong person.
ehem doesnt know whats going on in me.
ehem doesnt know how much i like him.
ehem doesnt know how much pain i felt when he ignored me.
ehem doesnt know what i really am thinking about.
all ehem thinks that is i'm trying to cheat him.
but seriously, i'm playing NO game at all.
ehem, i'm sorry and please forgive me?


i believe i can soar.