wokie dokie.
we started schl at around 8.15AM
daddy sent me there& i went to find ms.tan
but i could not get her.
so ohwell, i went to the hall.
bumped into isaac& borrowed his tie :/
i know i'm very evillll
cause he'll not have his tie after lending me.
SORRY ISAAC :X
i sort of like wanting to return him
cause abdul said he has like got extra
but isaac said its okay.
SO, thats it la (:


first period was WHITE-SPACE.
second period was PE.
we had runs after runs.
the warm-ups rocks my socks la.
my legs were like super wobbly after doing them.
WAHAHA.
played captains ball after that.
hell hilarious :DD
third period was HMT.
had to memorise new chinese poems again.
URGHH-
fourth period was RECESS(:


fifth& sixth periods were AMATHS.
we did some sums
and mdm.mary gave us a worksheet.
PAIR WORK :DD
seventh period was LUNCH (:
px& i rushed to complete the maths worksheet.
hehes!


eighth& nineth periods were PHYSICS.
something happened.
i kept quiet& kept my cool.
would have flare up if not for px.
i have to buck up for physics.
ms.kang is not wanting me alr ): (i think)
basically, i was happy the entire day
until the last part.


specially for md.hakim.
i dont know if you'll be reading this or not
but i have to pen down my thoughts about you.
since sec1, we had been friends till now.
it had been almost 3 years.
strong-bonded friendship, we all had.
we had went through many ups& downs;
be it emotionally or mentally.
however, sometimes i think you've gone overboard alr.
people change as time flies& i agreed to this.
you said i have changed (maybe)
but i've my reasons of saying that you've changed.
ask anyone beside you, are you the hakim when you were in sec1?
you may say that thats not you.
okay, but do you think that whatever you had done
had not inflicted any pain on others
you always say "orh, have new friend alr then dont want me."
have you ever spare a thought for others?
we treated you as our friend or even closer, a brother.
well, i dont know about the rest but i treated you as my brother.
i put up with your nonsense;
i put up with your ignorance;
i put up with your naive thinking.
but what did i get in return?
A PIECE OF SHIT.
whatever you want, i tried my best to get it for you.
you're in need of cash, i gave you.
you're in need of certain stuffs, i buy for you.
everything, EVERYTHING i made it perfectly for you.
i had never, NEVER done so much for any guy before.
you & isaac are the first one.
cause i treasure my friends damn much
& i will sacrifice anything for them.
but you have disappointed me (maybe the rest as well)
from now onwards, i will NOT care about anything
which are related to you.
i WILL wash my hands off your matter.
this is the most i can do for you.
in the past, i had cared& done too much for you.
i rest my case here.
i'm sorry but forgive me.
hope you wont do any more silly stuffs.
it hurts me to see you in such situation.
this are all my thoughts.
hakim, do takecare.


i always have this stone in my heart.
dont know why, but its always there.
hope to get it off some day.
anyhoos, i'm feeling lots better alr.
thanks all those people who are concerned about me (:
your thoughts are very much appreciated by me.


ehem's nice td.
but i was indulging with so much pain td
that i cannot enjoy the happy moment with ehem.
ehem's sweet (:


i thought about jumping, off a building; infrontof a train.