people come, people go but they never stay.
lots of things happened over midnight.
my great grandma passed away last night,
my primary 4 classmate's mummy passed away last night
& my tuition teacher's husband's brother passed away on monday night.
it all happened in a week's time.
and its because of this, i realised how important life is.
you'll not know when you're going to die,
you'll not know if you will live till tomorrow.
life is so unpredictable.


i had a long chat with SAMTER, wendy darhling&
my telepathy sister, ain last night.
i poured all my pain& sorrow to them.
sorry to disturb you all eh.
and i realised that we're all, facing lots of difficulties.
ain, you have to be strong (:
i know sometimes its tough but we all have to try.
obstacles are meant to be passed.
problems are meant to be solved.
friends, i'll stand by you :DD


i was struggling with an answer last night.
i swear i was feeling so lousy that i just want to slp any minute.
the pain had almost conquered me.
ain understands me the most.
she knows what& how i'm feeling inside
when i told her what happened& what i had post on my blog about ehem.
i was indeed feeling insecure.
i'm a girl who doesnt know to express myself well.
sorry if i had say things about you people which hurt you all.
i'll be more careful with my languages next time.
& i'm waiting, waiting for the time to come.
you-know-who should know what i'm talking about.


well, i'll stop writing about ehem from td onwards.
not that i dont want to write, its just that... (loss of words)
anyhoos, i have to move on.
i need a breather.
lots of things are happening at the same time
& its hard to cope with.
i longed to breathe your air.


sometimes i wonder,
if it was this mask that defines the who& what i am.
people, take it off; free my soul.
thats not me. i just want to be me,
free to be who i want to be.
i dont want to have to run,
i dont want to have to hide.
free my soul, burn my heart& dont look back in anger.


i'll post in the later of the day.
will be a happy entry, i promise (:
i hope my day will be beautiful eh. WAHAHAHA.


to you-know-who,
its okay, i'll hide you in a little corner of my heart.