alrightie, i'm back in action alr. AHA!
had been like watching Princess Hours {dvd}
for the past few days.
funny& touching like hell ^^
hrm, i dont know what to blog about alr lar.
my mood went all the way down suddenly.
like What the Hell?!
just completed my O Level Chinese papers yesterday.
it was quite okay lar but i think i had a lot of careless mistakes.
i'm sucha an idiot eh ):
whatever, its over alr. no use brooding over it.
had lessons td.
went to schl with like urm, Huixiang& Bing Xian.
people say they're my bodyguards. AHAHA!
what a joke (:
right, had Geography first.
i was like freezing in the lab eh& i almost zzz.
gwad, i'm so sorry Mdm.Pua
then, we had break.
English was next.
students from Achimedes, Bernini, Celsius&
Darwin were separated into small groups {B1, B2, B3}
unfortunately, i'm in B1.
i super duper ubber ultra miss my Px then ):
cause she's in B2 (i think)
but thankgod, i had Ain, Limin& Grace.
did report&
went for the next lesson, Chemistry.
Mdm.Sharena was here.
we were like more of chit-chatting then having lesson.
then went back home with Px& Limin.
took 307 with Norman, Shahera& GeeKeng.
reached home& it was like pouring damn heavily.
and all of the sudden, i became hell emo.
i'm sorry but i just cant help it& become emo.
then my thoughts ran wild, super wild.
so wild to a point that i almost broke down.
i dont know what i was thinking, i dont know what i was doing.
damn! i think i'm wayyyyy crazy.
sometimes i think the world is up against me.
i'm always cheering people up when they're sad
but who's there when i needed someone so badly?
i know i always keep things in myself&
i know its difficult to let anyone in if i dont voice out.
but i just dont know how to let those words
come out from my god-damn bloody mouth.
i always tell myself that i'll be a stronger supergirl after every fall
but it never seem to happen.
i'm never a stronger supergirl, never a stronger girl.
i always fall into the same hole, the same freaking hole.
damn, i'm tired alr lar. sick& tired.
i'm losing my senses to this cruel world,
losing the feel which i used to own to my surroundings.
so i beg anyone, just anyone to please stab me.
stab me right into my bloody heart.
sometimes i think i'm better off to be dead.
HELL! why am i so emo during this Halloween night?
trick or treats anyone? ):
things wont be the same as ever from td onwards.
i'm sorry people, its not that i dont want to share what had happened
but i dont want all of you to be sad because of me.
i'm super selfish when it comes to this thing call sadness.
i want people around me to be happy.
so SMILE people =]
right. i had no mood now.
i need to be left alone. sorry.
so long people.
takecare!
What do you do when it all falls apart?
had been like watching Princess Hours {dvd}
for the past few days.
funny& touching like hell ^^
hrm, i dont know what to blog about alr lar.
my mood went all the way down suddenly.
like What the Hell?!
just completed my O Level Chinese papers yesterday.
it was quite okay lar but i think i had a lot of careless mistakes.
i'm sucha an idiot eh ):
whatever, its over alr. no use brooding over it.
had lessons td.
went to schl with like urm, Huixiang& Bing Xian.
people say they're my bodyguards. AHAHA!
what a joke (:
right, had Geography first.
i was like freezing in the lab eh& i almost zzz.
gwad, i'm so sorry Mdm.Pua
then, we had break.
English was next.
students from Achimedes, Bernini, Celsius&
Darwin were separated into small groups {B1, B2, B3}
unfortunately, i'm in B1.
i super duper ubber ultra miss my Px then ):
cause she's in B2 (i think)
but thankgod, i had Ain, Limin& Grace.
did report&
went for the next lesson, Chemistry.
Mdm.Sharena was here.
we were like more of chit-chatting then having lesson.
then went back home with Px& Limin.
took 307 with Norman, Shahera& GeeKeng.
reached home& it was like pouring damn heavily.
and all of the sudden, i became hell emo.
i'm sorry but i just cant help it& become emo.
then my thoughts ran wild, super wild.
so wild to a point that i almost broke down.
i dont know what i was thinking, i dont know what i was doing.
damn! i think i'm wayyyyy crazy.
sometimes i think the world is up against me.
i'm always cheering people up when they're sad
but who's there when i needed someone so badly?
i know i always keep things in myself&
i know its difficult to let anyone in if i dont voice out.
but i just dont know how to let those words
come out from my god-damn bloody mouth.
i always tell myself that i'll be a stronger supergirl after every fall
but it never seem to happen.
i'm never a stronger supergirl, never a stronger girl.
i always fall into the same hole, the same freaking hole.
damn, i'm tired alr lar. sick& tired.
i'm losing my senses to this cruel world,
losing the feel which i used to own to my surroundings.
so i beg anyone, just anyone to please stab me.
stab me right into my bloody heart.
sometimes i think i'm better off to be dead.
HELL! why am i so emo during this Halloween night?
trick or treats anyone? ):
things wont be the same as ever from td onwards.
i'm sorry people, its not that i dont want to share what had happened
but i dont want all of you to be sad because of me.
i'm super selfish when it comes to this thing call sadness.
i want people around me to be happy.
so SMILE people =]
right. i had no mood now.
i need to be left alone. sorry.
so long people.
takecare!
What do you do when it all falls apart?
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