right. yesterday was banana hell.
first, i cant message Happy-Pie.
second, i cant go out.
third, i must do O Level Chinese revision.
fourth, i had a bad night due to some reasons.


i kept listening to Jay's Bai Se Feng Che for the entire day
& my thoughts started to wonder off (especially at night)
then i could finally message Happy-Pie.
of course, i was super duper ubber ultra happy.
my mood was =] at first then to =[
not because of Happy-Pie but the song.
HAISS-
then i dont know why, i vent my anger on Happy-Pie.
i'm sorry eh ):
i didnt do it on purpose. i was really in a lousy mood ):
right. then our messages became kind of sad
& i could sense Happy-Pie >:(
RAHHHH! i'm sorry. its all my fault.


well, that was last night.
today was a disaster!
first, we had Sec4 Graduation Ceremony.
was on councillor duty.
& we had to wear court shoes plus blazer.
i was like o.o
and i had to flash my million dollar smile to the parents.
had blisters on both feet lar ):
even the smelly court shoes bully me.
second, was the checking of papers.
i swear i was hell emo then.
i dont know why tears started gushing out from my eyes lar
though i promised Happy-Pie that i wont cry.
i'm sorry.
the more i talk, the more emo i get.
shitty shit shit!
my results stinky like hell.
i shant post it up here cause you all would be blown off by it.
ask me if you want to know
(but i think you better dont, its not worth knowing)
Px asked me not to cry cause it will hurt her.
i tried to control& used singing to vent my sadness.
so i sang, "I want to cry. Oh, I want to cry.."
crazy person with crazy feeling plus crazy tone equal to crazy song.
everyone in class was so super emo lar.
they kept shedding tears.
ROARRR!
i tried to smile, as hard as i could.


things started to get worse.
Happy-Pie wanted to leave before checking Physics paper.
i wanted to talk to him lar
but due to last night stuffs.. hais.
so i messaged Kaifeng& asked him to come back.
right. my results really like shit lar.
Px broke down while we're walking home.
she has been a brave girl, i know.
girl, you're stronger than me.
lets face all obstacles together okay?
CHEERUP BABE!
Limin accompanied me home again.
we talked lots of things. love you (:
so i went home& zzz-ed throughout.
my eyes hurt like anything lar.
(i think i'm going blind)
told my mummy my results.
she didnt say anything or do anything.
damn! i know i had done badly& wrong. i'm sorry mummy.
i'll feel better if you scold me ):


messaged Happy-Pie.
he was rather emo then, so i cheered him up.
& i managed to.
we're back to one again =]
oh, i so love my Happy-Pie. teeheehee.
he's just so i-dont-know-how-to-say.
SPECIAL i guess (:
someone who knows when i had mood swing,
someone who is able to read my mind,
someone who is able to cheer me up,
someone who knows how to motivate me.
I JUST LOVE MY HAPPY-PIE LARR :DD
cheerup baby! i'll be your tissue. (inside secret) hees!


urm, i still need to apologise to someone.
i'm sorry Ehem.
for shouting at you. i was really ): then.
i didnt want you to see my sadness.
i'm really sorry. please forgive me.
i dont know why, i find it hard to communicate with Ehem.
the problem lies with me! not him.
he's treating me very nice alr but..
i dont know, i really dont know.
i'm sorry Ehem.


alright people.
i need to do other stuffs alr.
so long& takecare! :DD


Wo Bei Ni Zou Dao Zui Hou, Neng Bu Neng Bu Yao Fang Shou..