Fuyoooh people! Okay, i'm not really in a good mood. Down with flu& cough. I don't know how/why i was infected. But ohwell, its nice being sick of awhile. I'm still considering of whether to attend school tomorrow or not. On one hand, i want to cause i miss my friends but on the other hand, i hate to cause of some reasons. Tsk. We'll see how then :D


Went out with Limin on Friday after school to catch a film, "Happy Birthday". Its a rather sllllooowww movie i would say. But its a romantic, sad, love story. Okay, i've no idea why we wanted to watch that film. Louis Khoo is still as hot as ever. HAHAHA! Ohyah, Limin suggested to take neos too -.o We really look spastic in it. Yessa, i love that girl! (:


Had tuition on Saturday, 10am to 12pm. After that, i rushed off to meet friends at ChoaChuKang mrt. Yes, i was late again (i'm NEVER punctual :X) So, i suggested that i meet them at Jurong. I'll be like ultra faster than them that way. HAHAHAHA! I did plannings okay. LOL. Train-ed down to Bugis. Went on separated ways. Some wanted to play Dota, some wanted to do shopping, some wanted to makan. So, i went with the makan team. HAHAHA! What can you expect from me but food? Yada! Watched Md.Hakim& Zhaojie ate, then we moved on to Macdonalds for ice-cream. I had Mcflurry :D Hrm, went to find the Dota team at some underground places. Before that, i was super attracted to the SUPERMAN/GIRL shop. I'm so going to save up to buy that belt& gold-prints tee! Hang around the arcade cause we're all eating ice-cream. Md.Hakim, Px& i lame-d there all the way till we're bored. Snapped in between of course. I swear everyone was looking at us like some kuku. Thus, we went shopping instead.


Md.Hakim sure embarrassed himself. Okay, maybe with us too. We're like singing out loud while walking. I mean, its so fun doing silly things once in awhile. Especially when one's feeling quite down then. We went shops to shops& walked till our legs were sore. Went to Md.Hakim's favourite shop - Watson. Bought my lozenge& Lay's chips. I know i'm coughing but i haven't been eating chips for long :D Played with the neoprints machine for some time before Px& i decided to play a prank on Md.Hakim. We "ditched" him for few seconds. Well, actually not really ditched cause we're like just in the opposite shop? AHA! Px was so an actress lar. Three cheers for her! Got back with Md.Hakim& we decided to check out Bugis Street. We're all hell high when we saw balloons. LOL. Had fun squeezing through the crowds. Nudge that i-don't-know-who(s). Yeah, we made friends for 1second. HAHAHAHA! After much suffocating, we headed back to Bugis Junction. Smelt some coffee& vrroooom-ed off we go to Starbucks. Bumped into Shawn there. He's with his friend (: I ordered a cup of latte while waiting for the Dota team to find us. & yes, afterwhich we snapped pictures at the fountain.


We headed home after that. Train-ed back to Yewtee. Gage didn't accompany me! >:( HAHAHA! I went home while the rest went to Lot1, for dinner i suppose. Reached home& guess what, i was HOME ALONE -.o No one tell me that they'll be out for long. OHMYBLOODYHELL. Cooked my own maggi& watched tv till the doorbell went DING DONG. I sneezed like hell for the entire night. Decided to snuggle myself in bed when its not even 11pm (well, cause i usually zzz-ed at 1am on Saturdays) But still, something happened which caused me to be sleepless.


Had tuition today, 10am to 12pm. My eyes were super puffy, my throat was damn itchy, my nose was running& i could hardly pay any attention. But i managed to get correct for almost all the sums. Genius or what? HAHAHA! :/ After tuition, daddy picked me up& headed for home. Watched tv& slacked. Okay, i know i blogged a lot. Just one last thing, SUPERSTAR TONIGHT! Woohoo :D Let my sadness be bygones& enjoy the night. Till then, PARTY! :D

I didn't know singing with a flu sound super nice. HAHA!

Happy-pie (used-to-be-s): Perhaps, i shouldn't message you in the first place. Then, i wouldn't feel so bad after receiving your message. Perhaps, i should have just continued to tolerate my eagerness of messaging you. Then, i wouldn't feel how i felt like, last night. Perhaps, forgetting will do good for both of us. Then, we'll not continue to have that kind of feelings. Perhaps, keeping my sorrows to just myself in the first place would prevent things like today from happening. Then, you would be free from my nonsense. Perhaps, letting go in the beginning would be the best option. Then, i would not have so much of reluctance in me for releasing you now. There's so much of perhaps. & really, that first message from you struck me so hard, that, that i don't know what i was feeling then. You might be kidding/just purely joking at that time but its sucha great impact to me. I don't know how& i don't know why i was feeling that way last night. You know, its funny how we suddenly became so cold towards each other. You used to be sucha good friend to me whom i'll message almost everyday without fail& now, everytime is opposite. There's so much i wanted to message you but somehow, something is holding me back. I tried to think on the positive side so i would remain happy. But, everything became a disaster last night. Each time i see you, words just can't come out from my mouth. Its not that i don't want to talk to you, its how fear conquered me. I've been thinking last night, i really thought a lot. I don't know who you are to me, i don't know how to rate the importance of you in me, i don't know what i really want. I'm sorry i took you for granted then. But i guess i did really like you. Unfortunately, everything is just too late now. I'll not be sad nor will i forget. I just want to thank you.