Good day people! :D I'm just being nice to update cause I know Zhiwei will be on cloud nine to read my post. He always does right? (nudge Zw) HAHAHAHA! Had quite a fruitful weekend i guess. Attended Ad Libitum by Yjc on Friday night, tuition-ed on Saturday morning& studied with sister at Jurong Library till night, tuition-ed on Sunday morning& rot till now. How nice? Muhuahua!
Saturday {19May2007} - Tuition was a -.- for me. Well, at least my tutor loved my composition. Thats the only thing that made me happy then. HAHAHA! I'm quite ambitious lah. I emphasise again, QUITE ah. After tuition, my sister dragged me to Jurong Library. Yessa, i love studying with sister (i've no idea why but yah) We mugged from 11plus till 2plus before having our lunch at Cafe Galilee. The food served there were WHOA. Swallowed down an Oreo cheesecake, Butter Dory Fish, Cookies& cream ice blended coffee& some of my sister's tuna sandwich. HA! We're (i mean i'm) a huge eater. LOL! After lunch, we hit back to our books. But before that we had some destressing moment. Yes, we tried to control our laughters in the library. We had lots of inside secrets. MUAHUAHUA! Oh, we kind of had the shitting symptom that day too. & for me, something embarrassed happened in the toilet. Ask me if interested (-.-)
Yes, we studied till around 8plus. I rushed my sister cause i need to get foolscap for Sunday's tuition& the Popular closes by 9.30pm. But my sister was hungry -.o So, she ordered kfc at Jurong Entertainment Centre while i ran to buy the foolscap. Saw this Superman foolscap but i didn't had a lot of cash with me so i bought the cheaper one. Gonna buy that Superman foolscap next time :D Right, hilarious things always happen to me. On my way back to kfc, I thought i saw Samter but it was a replica of him lah. Got a shock out of my life& i almost tripped& fell because of that. How lame? Superb. Munched on Meltz while my sister sank her teeth in those juicy Zinger. I wanted that lah -.o The walk back home was funny again. We were talking about Bangladesh throughout. Laughing our guts out as well. No offences though. Reached home at around 9plus going to 10pm. Overall, it was a crazy day out again.
Sunday/today {20May2007} - Tuition-ed in the morning again. Quite satisfied with my work though. I'm getting the hang of it already. Right, i kept having the thinking that my NUM is going to spoil throughout tuition lah. -Cross fingers- Its my precious; my baby. It better not spoil man, not till i get a new one. LOL! Daddy picked me up after tuition& headed home.
Had lunch& went to collect my developed photos with Sarah. Bought all my last-minute materials for birthday gifts. Completed Grace's birthday present& went to zzz for awhile. Woke up& used the bloody computer till now. HA! Browsed through blogs& friendsters. Read some testimonials and realised a lot of things took place when i was 'enjoying'. So i guess, its all my fault& i'm the one to be blame for all of this now right? If it was not for your doings on Friday, i wouldn't have picked an argument with you. You know, i was having this struggled feelings within me then. I loathe it so much& i wanted to cry but i refrained myself from doing so. You can never understand how i felt. Just like how i can't understand the way you feel too. We're just two different people who have different priorities. But after looking at all those things you had said to other people, regarding us, I felt so much of betrayal. Not because you shared what had happened between us with others (actually, i don't mind that at all) but because you seemed to twist our problems around. You sounded as if it was all my fault; you sounded as if i'm unreasonable; you sounded as if you're the only one being hurt. But hey, i'm equally hurt okay? People don't understand the plight i'm in; people don't see the tears i had from within; people don't feel the pain i had swallowed unwillingly. They don't know me. I'm unlike you, i don't spill my sorrow out to people easily. In fact, i rather keep them to myself& suffer alone. I'm unlike you, who is able to open up to people around you. It will take me ages to do that. So i guess, its all my fault& i'm the one to be blame for all of this now right? If yes, so be it. I don't mind taking all the blames& people hating me. Cause i've accepted the fact that this world is cruel& it eliminates the weak ones.
Whenever romance crumbles, that's the time to stand my ground. I'm given a choice to control my reactions to what's happening around me& also, to stay professional. I need my little mask again.
I just want to say i'm sorry. Everything-
Saturday {19May2007} - Tuition was a -.- for me. Well, at least my tutor loved my composition. Thats the only thing that made me happy then. HAHAHA! I'm quite ambitious lah. I emphasise again, QUITE ah. After tuition, my sister dragged me to Jurong Library. Yessa, i love studying with sister (i've no idea why but yah) We mugged from 11plus till 2plus before having our lunch at Cafe Galilee. The food served there were WHOA. Swallowed down an Oreo cheesecake, Butter Dory Fish, Cookies& cream ice blended coffee& some of my sister's tuna sandwich. HA! We're (i mean i'm) a huge eater. LOL! After lunch, we hit back to our books. But before that we had some destressing moment. Yes, we tried to control our laughters in the library. We had lots of inside secrets. MUAHUAHUA! Oh, we kind of had the shitting symptom that day too. & for me, something embarrassed happened in the toilet. Ask me if interested (-.-)
Yes, we studied till around 8plus. I rushed my sister cause i need to get foolscap for Sunday's tuition& the Popular closes by 9.30pm. But my sister was hungry -.o So, she ordered kfc at Jurong Entertainment Centre while i ran to buy the foolscap. Saw this Superman foolscap but i didn't had a lot of cash with me so i bought the cheaper one. Gonna buy that Superman foolscap next time :D Right, hilarious things always happen to me. On my way back to kfc, I thought i saw Samter but it was a replica of him lah. Got a shock out of my life& i almost tripped& fell because of that. How lame? Superb. Munched on Meltz while my sister sank her teeth in those juicy Zinger. I wanted that lah -.o The walk back home was funny again. We were talking about Bangladesh throughout. Laughing our guts out as well. No offences though. Reached home at around 9plus going to 10pm. Overall, it was a crazy day out again.
Sunday/today {20May2007} - Tuition-ed in the morning again. Quite satisfied with my work though. I'm getting the hang of it already. Right, i kept having the thinking that my NUM is going to spoil throughout tuition lah. -Cross fingers- Its my precious; my baby. It better not spoil man, not till i get a new one. LOL! Daddy picked me up after tuition& headed home.
Had lunch& went to collect my developed photos with Sarah. Bought all my last-minute materials for birthday gifts. Completed Grace's birthday present& went to zzz for awhile. Woke up& used the bloody computer till now. HA! Browsed through blogs& friendsters. Read some testimonials and realised a lot of things took place when i was 'enjoying'. So i guess, its all my fault& i'm the one to be blame for all of this now right? If it was not for your doings on Friday, i wouldn't have picked an argument with you. You know, i was having this struggled feelings within me then. I loathe it so much& i wanted to cry but i refrained myself from doing so. You can never understand how i felt. Just like how i can't understand the way you feel too. We're just two different people who have different priorities. But after looking at all those things you had said to other people, regarding us, I felt so much of betrayal. Not because you shared what had happened between us with others (actually, i don't mind that at all) but because you seemed to twist our problems around. You sounded as if it was all my fault; you sounded as if i'm unreasonable; you sounded as if you're the only one being hurt. But hey, i'm equally hurt okay? People don't understand the plight i'm in; people don't see the tears i had from within; people don't feel the pain i had swallowed unwillingly. They don't know me. I'm unlike you, i don't spill my sorrow out to people easily. In fact, i rather keep them to myself& suffer alone. I'm unlike you, who is able to open up to people around you. It will take me ages to do that. So i guess, its all my fault& i'm the one to be blame for all of this now right? If yes, so be it. I don't mind taking all the blames& people hating me. Cause i've accepted the fact that this world is cruel& it eliminates the weak ones.
Whenever romance crumbles, that's the time to stand my ground. I'm given a choice to control my reactions to what's happening around me& also, to stay professional. I need my little mask again.
I just want to say i'm sorry. Everything-
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