Question of the day: HOW SCREWED AM I?
& the answer: VERY.
Sigh, its just another examination which determines my fate/rather future. Totally, i totally screwed the fucking papers today. Paper1 was a total crap to me can?! Damnshit! ): Still to think that i can actually smile to myself while writing the bloody composition. I was like thinking to myself, "Whoa Zoe, this is going to be the BEST composition you have ever written man!" & i was so fucking engrossed with what i was writing, i didn't even have sufficient time to check the shit-damn dictionary for most of my "shen zi(s)" Therefore, i handed up my script with blanks which allows the invigilator to fill them in for me. How nice of me right? -.o I'M SO FUCKING SCREWED THIS TIME ROUND.
I was so pissed off with myself then. I swear i could just die that minute lah. I was so reluctant to hand in the bloody script to the invigilator but, sigh. Paper2 wasn't that well-done too. My mind kept thinking about my Fill-in-the-blank-please-Paper1 lah! & i've to tell myself to focus on Paper2 for around 100times?! To make things worse, I mistakenly took Q27 as Q21. DAMNSHIT right?! But thankgod, i managed to change in time, if not i'm NOT going to forgive myself. This is already the second time i'm taking Chinese Olevel papers can? & still, i'm not improving. I can just jump off any building at anytime lah. God! ):
Today was like the SUAY-EST day of my life. Early in the morning, i tuned into 98.7fm while walking towards YewTee Mrt& i heard the frigging song which i would never want to listen even if i had only one last breath left. Its "The Sweet Escape" by Gwen Stefani. WORST PART: she was "WHOOHOO-ING" when i tuned in. I was like urgh-ing throughout my entire journey. Bought Nescafe Mocha while waiting for 307. Reached school& all the suay things happened subsequently. BIG SIGH ): I'm not going to brood over what the outcome will be cause there's really no use crying over spilled milk. I mean, its already done. If my result meant to be a F9, it'll be a F9 no matter what. Truth is truth. I've met with tons of setbacks& i've yet stand strong. I ought to be shot right in the head yal? Damn, i got to stop all this shit before i become -tional (a new word from Shahirah :D)
Cheerup people! This is for those who are feeling rather low now. I know whatever i say now/ever will be a total crap cause i've been like repeating stuff one after another. I seriously lost the magic touch of comforting people. I mean, i'm no longer sucha person who is good at comforting people lah. So, bear with me yah? :/ Just to sum up everything, today sucks to the corest core. & Shahirah, i love to lick ;] (okay, this is soooooo random :X) Oh, i just realised that my primary schoolmate has gotten into the Campus Superstar thing. I was like O.O lah! Anyhoos, good luck to her. Alright people, so long& takecare! LOVES;
To the point of no returnance.
I was so pissed off with myself then. I swear i could just die that minute lah. I was so reluctant to hand in the bloody script to the invigilator but, sigh. Paper2 wasn't that well-done too. My mind kept thinking about my Fill-in-the-blank-please-Paper1 lah! & i've to tell myself to focus on Paper2 for around 100times?! To make things worse, I mistakenly took Q27 as Q21. DAMNSHIT right?! But thankgod, i managed to change in time, if not i'm NOT going to forgive myself. This is already the second time i'm taking Chinese Olevel papers can? & still, i'm not improving. I can just jump off any building at anytime lah. God! ):
Today was like the SUAY-EST day of my life. Early in the morning, i tuned into 98.7fm while walking towards YewTee Mrt& i heard the frigging song which i would never want to listen even if i had only one last breath left. Its "The Sweet Escape" by Gwen Stefani. WORST PART: she was "WHOOHOO-ING" when i tuned in. I was like urgh-ing throughout my entire journey. Bought Nescafe Mocha while waiting for 307. Reached school& all the suay things happened subsequently. BIG SIGH ): I'm not going to brood over what the outcome will be cause there's really no use crying over spilled milk. I mean, its already done. If my result meant to be a F9, it'll be a F9 no matter what. Truth is truth. I've met with tons of setbacks& i've yet stand strong. I ought to be shot right in the head yal? Damn, i got to stop all this shit before i become -tional (a new word from Shahirah :D)
Cheerup people! This is for those who are feeling rather low now. I know whatever i say now/ever will be a total crap cause i've been like repeating stuff one after another. I seriously lost the magic touch of comforting people. I mean, i'm no longer sucha person who is good at comforting people lah. So, bear with me yah? :/ Just to sum up everything, today sucks to the corest core. & Shahirah, i love to lick ;] (okay, this is soooooo random :X) Oh, i just realised that my primary schoolmate has gotten into the Campus Superstar thing. I was like O.O lah! Anyhoos, good luck to her. Alright people, so long& takecare! LOVES;
To the point of no returnance.
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