Wassup yo!:)

For some reason, i'll not smile. Um, a real smile that's it. Will missing you change the fact that i've already lose you? Everything seems so dubious to me. I apologise for being sucha zombie these days. I apologise for being low-spirited. I apologise for being sucha bitch. My fault, blame it on me. As they say, "Time will heals everything." I hope its really true but i don't think it is. Because this feeling had been with me for almost 4years. Am i trying too hard to stay and hold onto something which is useless? I don't know. Please gimme an answer. I'm sorry.

Home-d with EC:) Didn't talk but i enjoyed it. Thank you for appearing when i needed someone most. You made my day& you made me smile though you did nothing. LOL. && we're both action people. HAHAHA!:/ Thank you EC:)

Can you see the effort i've made to forget you? Seeing you everyday of my life won't help me to forget you quick enough but i'll try. If Besties is what you want us to be, i'm fine with it. Because i'm glad just to be your Besties. At least we've broke the still atmosphere within us. Just that my heart is missing you. Imy.

I'm leaving the negative thoughts aside& focusing more on the positive ones. Prelims was a flop but i'll work harder for Olevels. Because somehow i know i'm going to do it. I'm not letting myself falling again. Enough is enough. Time to get serious, people. 19 more days to hell. I can feel the heat yo. Mug hard, earthlings! For Acjc, i will.

EC makes my day, everyday:)