Firstly, thankyou Baby for waking me up with that message of yours. If not, i would have overslept. Met Ain, Zhiwei & Baby @ Choa Chu Kang Mrt. Then we train-ed to Changi Airport. Its a long long journey. We're like the baby sardines, being pushed & packed in the train. Something funny happened throughout the journey & only WE knew. -nudge Baby, Zhiwei & Ain- Lol. Sky train-ed to Terminal 1. Met up with Limin @ Burger King. Had breakfast.


Meta, Andrea, Keith & Kaifeng came afterwards. Chit-chatted before roaming around Changi Airport. Had snapping session. Then, we rotted at some place before proceeding to Popeyes for food. Their french fries rock my underpants upside down yo. Then had snapping session with Ain & Limin. Had some haha-ing with Andrea & Meta :) Afterwards, we head to the Departure hall. Meta got everything done & he's ready to fly @ 1350. My mood changed tremendously. It went swing 'swang' swung. Watched him entered the Departure hall. I don't know why but tears fell. I didn't mean it. I thought i was strong enough to control myself. I knew this scene was coming, even before last night. But it stuck me super hard. I tried to smile & joke around.

"Tsk tsk. The spelling is damn lousy man." -points to one of the plane- "ValueAir becomes VaLuAir. Where's the E man?" Its a lousy one but it made some smile.

Proceeded to the Viewing Mall. I sole-d @ one corner while the others gathered around the rails to search for Meta's plane. I told myself to chill & when i was much better, my phone rang. It was Meta :( I immediately swung open my phone & answered. And again, tears fell uncontrollably. All the things he said are still ringing in my head. Pass the phone around.

& Andrea, i promised Meta that i'll take care of you. So, i'll take over his job when he's not around. Don't worry, i'm as good as Meta :]

Waited for Meta's plane to take off. We watched the plane flew away till it disappeared into the clouds. That, was a sad moment. Went to toilet cause i'm have an urgent business. After that, we train-ed back. Some went Vivo, some went home. Well, i went home. I was at my deepest end then. I kept staring into space & my thoughts ran wild. Then i heaved & shut my eyes.

I hate reality.

Baby knew how i felt. He understands. Next in line to fly is Andrea, followed by me then Baby. I miss Baby. I know i meet & see you today but my 'miss you' is different from that kind of 'miss which i haven't been seeing you for long' type. You know what i mean?

I miss Lin Htet. I miss ZhaoJing. I miss Meta. I miss Baby. I miss everyone.

2 more days. But i'm not ready yet. I have so much to say to each and every one. I know i'll be returning, its just a holiday for me. What i mean is that, those that are leaving; will they be back? For long? I struggled a lot these few days.

I didn't know Meta meant so much to me until today. I didn't know ZhaoJing meant so much to me until yesterday. Friends, they're all that i have. And now i felt like i'm losing them slowly, one by one. This feeling is not good. I don't like it. I loathe!

:(

Stupid 98.7fm was playing Timberland's Apologise while i was walking home. It made me shed tears like mad. Siao-liao. I need to cry my heart out. Don't stop me. I know everyone is equally sad especially Andrea. I can feel it. So let us fight this feeling uh. Till then, toodles.

I'm being thrown back to hell.

I promised that i'll print this photo out & paste it on my toilet's door :)
Meta, we miss you.