People come & people leave. Perhaps this is the experience which every single one of us has to undergo in our life. Yesterday, i was in my saddest mood. I don't know why. Since the first minute i woke up till the last minute i shut my eyes, i'm overwhelmed with many many feelings. Maybe i'm just being too overdramatic & emotional. Maybe i can push partly the blame to Jay Chou cause of his sad songs. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I have never felt so sad before. Not even when i'm in Primary 6.

I feel that i've took everyone for granted. And these days, i've been trying to mend that gap between me and everyone. I know its late, too late. But i hope that with this little amount of time, i'm able to create miracles. I hate to say this but i really miss everyone. Humans are horrible creatures. They only start to treasure and realise how important the people around them are when they lost them. Well, that applies to me. Friends are hard to come by, especially good friends. Every single person whom i had known makes a difference in my life. They changed me for the better. All had an impact to me ay. I have so much to say and so much feelings in me to let out. But, i guess its difficult to say. The feeling will not be the same. So, feel it.

Zhaojing:

You know, you're the best brother i can ever get. Though i started knowing you only in Sec3 and i find it rather late for me to know you, i still enjoy every minute i had with you. I know all the jokes you had made are for fun & all the teasing as well. Actually, i don't take them to heart. In fact, i'll miss them when you're gone. The brother and sister hood which we had inside are so significant to me.

I still remember that time when we ate Pizza Hut @ Jurong Entertainment centre. You served me everything. Maybe you have forgotten but all this will stay with me. I'll remembered the slightest things you had done for me. During the outing to Ngee Ann Poly, you gave me chocolate, which we had for gifts, when i asked for it. You're really a good and caring brother. And there was this late night call. We talked on the phone all the way until you had reached home after Dota (i think) You said that you're afraid of the dark. I laughed but actually i find it rather cute. There was this time when i called you for Physics, remember? I almost broke Lin Htet's record huh. I really want to thank you so much. Be it everything that you had done for me. Those memories, they don't come easy. Do take care when you're in China ay. MISSED.

Meta:

You, never fail to put a smile on my face everyday. You spur me on when i felt like giving up. You give me the strength to live a happy life. And you hate to see me sad. With you around, i felt safe. I don't know why. Maybe you've that "don't mess with anyone" face ay which make me feel secure eh? You've been protective too. Whenever people bully me, i shout your name & you'll be there (prepared with your punching action - jumping up and down with hands clenched closed to chest) I'll share my water with you while you'll share your tibits with me. Great trading skills huh.

Though you always tease me, i know you're just trying to interact with me. HAHA. Now when you're leaving, i feel extremely sad. You've left a super huge and impactful impression in me. It bang me so hard that i felt so depressing when you're leaving. You're a great friend. A humourous and good one. And because of your "Really don't have table manners man", i've learnt and tried to be a cultured one. And because of your "Sucha big mouth you have", i've learnt and tried to be more lady-like when it comes to eating. You changed me, bit by bit. Trust me, i'm a girl. & will be a better one when you return :)

Andrew:

Though i always say that you action me, i'm just kidding. You're one friend whom i can really relate to. I don't feel insecure telling you my secrets. You even knew the darkest one. I feel safe with you. I feel happy with you. You've helped me in many many ways. You're one of the reasons why i worked so hard for Olevels.

When i felt like giving up, you are there to give me a push and cheer me on. When i felt like i'm all alone, you're there to accompany me throughout the lonesome night. When i felt like i'm going on a rollercoaster ride, you're there to assure me that i won't be heading down but only up and up. When i need my mask, you'll be the one finding it for me. I can't hide anything from you & i won't. Being your mummy, its my greatest honour. I really don't wish to see you go but i know its impossible. Perhaps some years later, we'll meet again. But anyways, thank you for understanding me. You're my baby, forever. LOVES.

Abdul Hakim:

We have been through many. I still recall that i used to not know how to spell your name in Sec1 & i would spell it as Adbul instead of Abdul. But after much practising on every pieces of your worksheet, i finally knew how to spell it by heart. We used to be so close in Sec1 and Sec2. And because of some things which happened, we sort of lost the touch of our friendship. Remember that there was a period of time when i dare not talk to you? I had so much to say then. I'm sorry.

Now that i'm saying all this, is not because i want to sabotage your realtionship with her, but i feel that you should know. I really wish you and her would be happily together forever, from the bottom of my heart. And to her: we're just purely friends, besties the most. It had been 4years since then. That feeling which i had since Sec1 is still not gone. Maybe its because we've been seeing each other's face everyday due to school. Seeing you everyday doesn't help me to forget you quick enough. Now that we've graduated, i believe that the image of you in my head, will slowly fade away. With the aid of time, i believe that the feeling in me for you will come to a stop.

There are so many memories which we had and they are hard to forget. The more i want to forget, the more i can't. I regret not treasuring you then. But i also know that its not the time to regret. Cause time will not be rewind and the feeling you had for me will not be the same. I could only take the blame and learn from my mistake. I'm sorry to have hurt you deep then. I was too foolish to realised that you were the one for me then. But still, i thank you for everything. And it was because of you, my Secondary life will be sucha a memorable one.

I do treasure our friendship a lot. Cause not many will still be good friends after break-ups. I'm glad that we're still friends. Although we're not as close as we used to be, we're still besties. You're one of the few whom is closed to my heart. You've been asking me to move on, and i'm trying to. I believe that i will, someday. Those memories, i will never forget. Anyways, thank you for making me realised that life isn't just about studying and studying. There are many more elements to it. And thank you for making my life a colourful one :] BESTIES FOREVER.

Others:

Sometimes we don't need t make things so clear to each other. Somethings are meant to be felt and not known by saying. Thank you for colouring my life with different bright colours. There are just so much more than just thank you. I can't single each and every one of you. But i believe that you all know the importance of you guys in my heart. Everyone is special in one way or another. To all my friends, be it we're close or not, thank you for leaving a mark in my heart throughout my 4 years of life. This is the most beautiful chapter of my life i believe. Thank you.

I'll keep all of you in a special little corner in my heart.