I'm in a dilemma.

Results was ok. Half relieved, half annoyed. Qualify to JC, MI, Polytechnic and ITE. When i got my result slip, i was quite disappointed with myself. Cause i know somewhere in a little corner of my heart, i'm dying to get into a JC. ACJC/SAJC to be specific. But since my pts is not that good enough. The door to JC has closed for me but the door to Polytechnic has opened :) I'm quite satisfied cause my L1R4 is good enough to get into the courses i wanna go. So yeah, i've thought through the entire night. I would rather go to a Polytechnic knowing that i can get into a good course which will lead to a bright future than to go to a not-so-good JC which i'll have to struggle my ass off throughout the 2 years. If worse, 3 years if i retain.

And another pro for Polytechnic is that it is confirmed that Poly Graduates will earn a basic pay for approximate $1,200 when they just step into the world. This is not being money-face but realistic. And yes, i'll work my ass for the next 3 years and make it to University. Then i'll be on par with the people who's enrolled into JC. Afterall, Polytechnic isn't that bad huh.

Was multi-tasking on MSN last night. AWMY said that i've the JC look. But think again, nowadays those who qualify to JC are moving into the Polytechnic area. So yeah, i've made up my mind. Polytechnic, that's it. Somehow its hard to make up my mind on which courses to put first. As in, to rank them in 1, 2, 3, 4 and so on. I'm seriously having an ultra headache now. And at the same moment, how i wish i just put any JC down and then take BCME for the next 2years. Isn't it better and what's more? It'll cause me less headache/problems, like NOW.. Gahhhhhh. ZOE, DON'T BE INDECISIVE! Polytechnic! Ok, i'll update you guys about the courses the next time. (when i've finally made up my mind on them)

And yes, going to a Polytechnic; its time to start afresh and make new friends. New life, live it.

Sv called me when i was on the bus home yesterday. I was happy for his good results and on the other hand, ashamed of mine. Well, he's in a dilemma too i believe. We'll meet up every now and then. Till then, he'll work his ass off JC and eventually go to army and back to Uni. And as for me, i'll work my fullest in Poly and eventually admit into a Uni. Yay!

Ok till then, goodbye. Reach me through texting/calling. I won't be using the computer that frequently i think. Toodles.

And Limin, we'll solve all the queries which you have some other day. Tags will be replied the next time, sorry. But at the same time, do tag! :)