People say that its a new year, a new beginning. And i've learnt, that there would be no ending if there wasn't a start. There wouldn't be a start if there wasn't a beginning.

Beginning, start, end.

No beginning = No start = No end.

Okay, enough of all my nonsense. Everyone's going back to school today including sv but me? Left at home, wasting my time away. Maybe i should really consider going to PAE then. Maybe i wouldn't be so bored at home now. Maybe i should stop thinking of enrolling into a "branded" school, its rather unrealistic huh. Ah, so much for my moment of folly ):

As much as i want the days to pass by quickly, i'm afraid of getting the results at the end of the month. Quite contradicting yeah? Well, humans are indecisive creatures. I think i would rather spend my CNY at home this year instead of doing visiting and collecting red packets. Am afraid of relatives asking, "Hey, how have you fare for Olevel?" or "How many pts did you achieve?" or "Are you going to JC or Poly?" Holy cow, why are relatives such busybody people? OMG. Sometimes i just wish that i'm half as smart as the people in those top-notch schools.

I hate moping around, yet i can't stop ): Maybe i really do have to wait till the results are out before making any decision. The anticipation is killing me!

3 more days and the happy moments will be gone. Its an unexplainable emotion.

P.S. I'm not emo.

I'm going to miss my class like hell. We'll all probably drift apart, but we're gonna make sure we try to meet up often enough that we slow down this terrible and painful process! Once in a year or whatever, just to meet up and do some catch up (ketchup for Girlfriend) with one another.

"Maybe Poly will be as equally good as jc. Hmmm.." AH! My mind is multi-tasking right now, can't even focus on one thing at all. Its gonna sound crazy but i'm going back to bed again though i just woke up like an hour ago.

What is a new year? Just a day after the old one. A very human concept of change. Feels no different. Just like education is how we attempt to sort out the world, calendars are the one sorting out of time. I'm not criticizing it, but I just feel that 2008 will be no different than 2007, except in the mind. Placebo.

Goodbye world.