For starters, i'm starting to go through another round of problems, and emotional wars again. Whose there this time around to catch me if i really didn't get through it?

If i did it, i would have grown up. Something to be proud of i guess.

If i didn't? .. .. ..

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I never felt so screwed up before.

I should learn to appreciate what's given to me by god. I should learn to be contented. I should learn to stop being a pessimist. I should be thankful. DFST ain't that bad afterall. At least NUS offers FST courses. But still, hope my appeal is successful. *keeping the fingers crossed*

Now its really SP. Not Simple Plan but Singapore Polytechnic. QQ.