The world's a rollercoaster; and i am not strapped in.

I lift my hands and as i feel weightless,

propel me off the seat

and let me fade into my background.

The world's so huge that sometimes, i feel so insignificant.

Today is unlike any other day. I caught a movie with mummy. Ah Long Pte Ltd. I would say that movie critics of the film were half right and wrong. I enjoyed that Singapore production (Ah Long Pte Ltd) cause i understood those 'Singaporean's definition of comedy'. I laughed, yes i did. And at some part of the film, i was this close to tearing. Overall, i won't say that Ah Long Pte Ltd is a lousy production cause i'm a Singaporean (so we must support Singapore's productions) and that film did entertain me. But there sure are some scenes which i still think are illogical. Anw i give it a 3/5 rating. Not a bad production.

And i went to the bank with mummy today as well. All the collections i had from CNY will be placed in my future pocket. So to say, i'm quite penniless now. Was discussing with Jellyfish about being a relief teacher for the next 2 months. Maybe i'll give it a try but if i'm not notify by 20 Feb, then i'll start work at Swirl. Not quite a bad decision huh. I'm the incredible Zoe (:

Saw lots of people getting ready for tomorrow's so-called big event - Valentines Day. Buying Chocolates, flowers, cards. I used to be one of them, busy thinking of what to get for the people around me, for the past 4 years. This year, its retirement for me. Ain't gonna do or plan so much for anyone. Maybe just a small surprise for Valentine on Saturday. I read an article from the papers not long ago. Quoted: If that person holds a special place in your heart, everyday should be a Valentines Day.

And so, i think its quite true.

Here i am, playing the saddest songs, scanning through your crumpled letter like my daily bread. I'm leaving things unsaid, aplenty.

Warring hearts.